Hey peeps! I understand my blog has been deserted for long... But well, just here to wish all of you good luck! How can you do without my good luck-s?
Just kidding! ;)
xoxo,
10.9.09
8:20:00 PM
mocking bird.
He who mocks at you may not be your foe,
but he is definitely not the friend you're looking for.
Smirk, laugh all you want.
Next year, you'll see.
xoxo,
2.9.09
4:17:00 PM
Simplicity -
Hello everyone. Nope, youre not seeing things, this is a new post... Hahaha! Dont be surprised! I wanted to posst pictures up, but well i think blogger's having some changes... Makes things troublesome, and im lazy to start another window... Hahas...
I miss my hair length, seriously. And i miss the days when i have long - extraordinarily long - hair too. It seems too much of a coincidence when i just bided goodbye to my hair, i bided goodbye to something else too. Will i be able to get it back, just like how my hair will eventually grow to its original length?
The way we look at something changes along when our perceptions of them changes, dont you agree? And it doesnt matter how beautiful that something is. Im amazed when i went through this.
I admit, im going through a very hard time... But somebody is always there. Believe me, you'll never want to see me down. Hahaha! In anyway, im really thankful. I know the person knows who's that! :)
xoxo,
8.8.09
11:41:00 PM
180609
Boo! Back! Hahas... And LX, my blog isnt counted as dead now okay! Compare it with last time! Hahaha! Hmm, my day was okay actually... Hahas...
Anyway, im too lazy to blog =x Picture speaks a thousand words right? Lets start communicating with pictures then! Hahaha!
Town the other day :
Gym just now :
Youre a whole of disappointment. I can predict, you can only be a worker for life, never a boss.
xoxo,
18.6.09
7:34:00 PM
Rainbow -
Hello people... Im sorry if i scared you... Hahas... Anyway, im fine now... Really... What comes will eventually go right? Hahas... And i really wanna thank those who've cared and dropped me a msg, i really appreciate it... Thanks :)
Anyway, here's a picture i wanna put big big! :
Yep, im super afraid of dogs... But this is one dog that i simply cant resist! Hahas... Super cute!!! And furry! And playful! =D Her eyes seems like 'glowing' cause of camera flash... Hahas... And this cute little thing is unfortunately, not mine... Hahaha!
Anyway, here just to 报平安... Hahaha! So dont worry people, im not dead yet =x Hahas... Going gai gai (alliteration! Hahaha!) on thurs night and friday! Hohoho! If you all are lucky, i'll update okay? Hahas...
Ohyeah, any kind souls will help me dl Painted Heart by Jane Zhang? =x Hahas... I've found it! Hohoho! Thanks to a super super super kind soul! =D May everything be smoothsailing for her/him!
Nights people! :)
xoxo,
9.6.09
9:27:00 PM
enervation
Ive decided... I shall not hide anymore... This is my blog... I'll just write all my feelings here... Who doesnt have bad times? Why should i hide my negative feelings from people? Why did i even bother to create a new solitude blog? Sometimes, I may appear okay, but deep down, im not at all. Not even a single bit.
What happened last night was a nightmare. I know i scared my parents. I know i scared the doctor. I know even i am scared.
I appeared angry. But theres not even a tinge of anger. Im hurt, real deep. Those 3 phrases. Came out of my mouth, and i meant it. I'll never say it to you both again. I figured, telling you is of no use. And i cant tell you anymore, i can only keep it in my heart.
You dont know me well enough, do you? I dont throw tantrums. I dont scream. I dont cry infront of you. Never. But all these signs, were hints of telling you, i need you. I just need your hug and support. But no. You just took me as being unreasonable. You just simply thought that im impossible.
And finally, it started. I have no idea why... I just keep gasping for air. Like i can never have enough. And the hunger for oxygen, is going so strong i cant control myself anymore. Then i can feel my muscles contracting, spreading fast to my whole body. The next thing i knew, ive lost control of my hands. I cant feel my fingers anymore.
It was tiring. It was torturous. To the point where i almost gave up fighting. Where i almost succumbed to it. And just let myself fall into deep dream. Then it started again. Forcing my tears to appear. Draining me of all my energy. Making me so weak. I cant even support myself.
Finally after 2hours, ive become so weak, so helpless that it decided not to play with my body anymore. Like a baby getting sick of the playground.
xoxo,
2.6.09
11:52:00 AM
I am only human.
I have my imperfections too.
Please, give me a break, will you?
xoxo,
25.5.09
11:05:00 PM
